All my takes in one TR

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Namaste.
I just came by meaningoflife.
I tried for the first time in 2020, with 2 different powder.
My firsts experiences was with a brown powder, ( I wanted to start with a less strong ).

I used a glass bottle, a pipe, and sponge scrapper to do it.

Experiences :

Always solo at begginng.
I started slowly.
The 2nd hit make me discovered the beauty of it.
I was opening my eyes and all became in a cartoon design. ( I saw that was recurrent, it's the first '' level '' )
At this Time, it was not dark, so visuals was not strong enough, and when I closed my eyes : Boom !!
Fractals, colors...
The beautiful word of Dimitri was revealed.
After that I understood that that create a new perception by what u're seeing. It create a vision but if you're in a light place, you don't exploit the potential of it.
So I tried in the night, in a room, with like 3 mini led in the room ( same smalls led wich signal that a component is on power ), and, with fluorescent stars on the ceiling.
And HERE, I just had my beautifulest experience I think.
It was perfect because I was opening my eyes all the time, but I was in the dark, and thinking they was closed. It was like I closed my eyes, with colors and fractals, but the difference was huge : All the visuals I Saw was induced by the stars on the ceiling, and the small LEDs.
Here, the ceiling starting to become a 3D universe, one led become entity, it was a serpent, and all was mooving in a rythmic flow, like heart breath.
I saw geometrical futuristic patterns wich represented a city in the future. I remember only 5% of this because of the complexity of the visuals.

After this, I had a lot of gratitude, and I was euphoric ! I just cried at the end because it was the beautifulest thing I've ever Seen

It was like an adrenaline shot, you're alive, verry happy and '' woaw '' about what you Saw, this during one hour. You just can't sleep.

This was my best experience.
After that, I liked just smoke, sit, and close my eyes.
I had a lot of experiences.
Some of theses was stressful. Maybe because I don't totally let go my body, but I tried with 0.03 or 0.035, and it was like I had too many body effects. Theses effect was oppressing me, It was like a dizzy sensation. Sometimes with small spasms, or with sweat on me, or sometimes cold chills.
It Always create fear beaucause you just can't control this, if Dimitri choose you to go, you'll go. All you can do is accept what it offer for you.

This is bound of your mental. I remember my hardest take, with 0.038, in the day. I was opening my eyes, and I Saw all my room become very tiny. It was like all was compressed on a X axis, and all was streched on the Y axis. It was shuttering.
My vision started to become very blurry, grey, in a '' dark '' atmosphere.
Here I closed my eyes. I remember I was afraid because I heard my father behind the door, wich was actually impossible.
After sweating, i came back, and I was happy, I finished my trip by looking 10mn my cushion, with a lot on 3d, texturing visuals on it.

Theses are my better and harder experiences.
I feel afraid to take more all time because this is very strong, but I feel happy after every take.
I just like the 0.025 level.

I had this during 8 mounths.

I tried to with a Friend in a joint, it was not strong, but we laught together by seeing the threes change nuances of green, and dance, mooving with wind xD.

I make my wife discover it too, with the same setup, dark, some very low led lights, and the result was same as me.
It was the beautifulest thing she ever seen, she cried etc...

Here are my thoughts.
This is a very powerful mystic powder, and you definitly not want to take it every day. But when you feel ready, it's a wonderful short and secure Travel.
I feel not confortable yet for breakthrough.
Namaste
 
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HpfromTJ

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Wow, thank you for sharing your profound journey with us. Your detailed description paints a vivid picture of your experiences with DMT, from the initial moments of revelation to the intricate visuals and emotions that followed. It's incredible to hear how you found the perfect setting to enhance your experience, allowing the beauty of the universe to unfold before your eyes.

Your reflections on the different doses and their effects offer valuable insights into the complexity of the DMT experience. It's evident that each trip brought its own unique challenges and rewards, ultimately leading to a deeper understanding of yourself and the world around you.

Your willingness to explore this mystical powder with respect and caution is admirable. It's clear that you approach each journey with a sense of reverence and gratitude, recognizing the transformative power it holds.

Thank you for opening up and sharing your journey with us. Your words remind us of the profound beauty and mystery of the human experience. Namaste.
 

HpfromTJ

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Namaste!

Here are some tips and insights for you and others exploring similar paths:

Tips for a Conscious and Safe Exploration:
  1. Set and Setting:
    • Environment: As you discovered, the environment plays a crucial role in shaping your experience. Creating a space with low lighting, like the mini LEDs and fluorescent stars, can enhance the visuals and overall experience. Ensure the room is comfortable and free of distractions.
    • Mindset: Approach each session with a positive and open mindset. Take a moment to meditate or practice deep breathing before you begin to center yourself.
  2. Dosage Control:
    • Start Small: As you've experienced, starting with smaller doses can help you acclimate to the effects and reduce anxiety. Gradually increase the dosage as you become more comfortable.
    • Know Your Limits: It's important to respect the potency of the substance. If you find a certain dose to be overwhelming, it's okay to dial it back to a level where you feel more in control and comfortable.
  3. Integration:
    • Reflect and Journal: After each experience, take some time to reflect on what you saw and felt. Journaling can help you process your thoughts and integrate the insights gained during your journey.
    • Discuss with Others: Sharing your experiences with trusted friends or online communities can provide additional perspectives and support.
  4. Physical Sensations:
    • Manage Discomfort: If you encounter physical discomfort like dizziness or chills, try to stay calm and focus on your breathing. Sometimes, changing your position or gently moving your body can help alleviate these sensations.
    • Stay Hydrated: Ensure you are well-hydrated before starting your session, as this can help manage any physical side effects.
  5. Safety and Support:
    • Have a Sitter: Especially when trying higher doses or exploring new settings, having a trusted friend present can provide a sense of security and help manage any unexpected reactions.
    • Time and Space: Allow yourself plenty of time to recover and integrate the experience. Avoid scheduling any demanding activities immediately afterward.
  6. Emotional Preparedness:
    • Embrace the Experience: Whether the journey is beautiful or challenging, try to embrace it fully. Accepting the experience as it unfolds can help reduce fear and anxiety.
    • Grounding Techniques: If you feel overwhelmed, grounding techniques such as focusing on your breath, feeling the floor beneath you, or holding a comforting object can help anchor you.
Embracing the Journey:
Your experiences reflect a deep connection with the mystical and transformative potential of the substance. Each journey, whether light-hearted with friends or intense and solitary, offers unique insights and personal growth opportunities. Remember to honor and respect this powerful tool, using it mindfully and intentionally.

Thank you for sharing your journey. Your insights and experiences will undoubtedly resonate with and inspire others on similar paths. Continue to explore with curiosity, respect, and an open heart.

Namaste and safe travels!
 
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